Depression

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Feelings make my head spin,
I know what to do but can't do it,
Because it's too difficult
to actually to do it.

A situation of win-win,
Never comes when everything I own is lost.
Trying to keep myself sane but at what cost?

I'm loosing my people one by one,
Far far from this situation I want to run.
I'm an escapist, I know that by now,
But this situation I can escape, how?

These tears now, they don't come easy
But when I cry no air so breazy,
Could dry these tears,
Like your comforting presence couldn't dissipate my fears.

I'm stuck in an ugly middle position,
I don't even know what situation this is!
Perhaps a spiral of downwards succession.
Some of you may call it a sickness,
Some think it's a facade,
While the ones who are actually suffering know that these are the early signs of depression.

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